30 March 2009, 6:19 PM
The Edge of Love.
Last night when I decided to eat the M&Ms from Melbourne...
& I had a Bag full of Red M&MS! :> Well I was praying for Orange but at least I didn't have Yellow or like, Brown. Hahaha at first I didn't believe the words on the pack so I quickly opened it and was like '!!! Woah really all RED ah'. Then I started eating and playing by using it as Artificial Lipstick. HAHA.
This afternoon I was hungry so for lunch I had:
Bread with Kaya and ATF, Honeystars!
Close up.
Lovey Combo I must say. Kaya is my replacement for Peanut Butter haha but nontheless it still tasted Awesome. I know some people will Gag when they see this but different people have different ways of choosing their fillings for bread right! I still recommend it anyway, great for people who has a Sweet Tooth :>
So I trimmed and highlighted my hair last week. The hair dresser didn't even give me my own freedom in chosing the colour I wanted to highlight. Initially I wanted to highlight purple but in the end I had Light Blonde instead? He told me, 'Don't highlight purple cos then you must bleach your hair.. And that will damage your roots so come, I highlight Light Blonde for you.' I was like, 'ER OKAY' and thankfully it didn't turn out as bad as I thought cos can you imagine me with streaks of blonde hair?!
No need to imagine now.
Actually I think I look quite Ah Lian now :(
Back to Uni apps (again??!), I have completed Nus and Ntu! Great acheivement. For Smu I'm still figuring how to write the three acheivements cos I can't think of all three, and for Sim.. Incomplete form. Haha sent in my appeal application to Nyp already, kinda hope I'll get accepted though. Now I just have to complete the forms for the latter two Unis, personally bring down the supporting documents and paying the application fees and I'll be waiting patiently for results :>
& after all these, I have to start finding another job again... Zzz.
Till then, luvvv :>
Last night when I decided to eat the M&Ms from Melbourne...
& I had a Bag full of Red M&MS! :> Well I was praying for Orange but at least I didn't have Yellow or like, Brown. Hahaha at first I didn't believe the words on the pack so I quickly opened it and was like '!!! Woah really all RED ah'. Then I started eating and playing by using it as Artificial Lipstick. HAHA.
This afternoon I was hungry so for lunch I had:
Bread with Kaya and ATF, Honeystars!
Close up.
Lovey Combo I must say. Kaya is my replacement for Peanut Butter haha but nontheless it still tasted Awesome. I know some people will Gag when they see this but different people have different ways of choosing their fillings for bread right! I still recommend it anyway, great for people who has a Sweet Tooth :>
So I trimmed and highlighted my hair last week. The hair dresser didn't even give me my own freedom in chosing the colour I wanted to highlight. Initially I wanted to highlight purple but in the end I had Light Blonde instead? He told me, 'Don't highlight purple cos then you must bleach your hair.. And that will damage your roots so come, I highlight Light Blonde for you.' I was like, 'ER OKAY' and thankfully it didn't turn out as bad as I thought cos can you imagine me with streaks of blonde hair?!
No need to imagine now.
Actually I think I look quite Ah Lian now :(
Back to Uni apps (again??!), I have completed Nus and Ntu! Great acheivement. For Smu I'm still figuring how to write the three acheivements cos I can't think of all three, and for Sim.. Incomplete form. Haha sent in my appeal application to Nyp already, kinda hope I'll get accepted though. Now I just have to complete the forms for the latter two Unis, personally bring down the supporting documents and paying the application fees and I'll be waiting patiently for results :>
& after all these, I have to start finding another job again... Zzz.
Till then, luvvv :>
26 March 2009, 11:31 PM
Or Else I Won't Come Back At All.
25 March 2009, 4:34 PM
Come away with me.
Prawn Maggi Noodles + A cup of Ice Cold Schweppes Lemonade + Mint KitKat + Cookies and Cream Tim Tam = A Piquant Dunch/Linner on a Wednesday late afternoon :>
And adding on to the fact that I hear the occasional Thunder Roar might imply a possibilty of a shower to perfect my day at home :> :>
However, the Uni apps is still killing me :( I had to personally go down to NUS (which I wasted 20$ on cab fare) to get the pin code to login to their website to register for my course. Here I am all ready to apply but as a matter of course the lazy me doesn't want to go through the whole long unexciting process of completing it. And I've yet to send in my appeal application to Nyp for Physio which I just realised I have to do it by snail mail. Okay so now I have to apply for Poly first before continuing on my Uni apps. Yay :l
I also have to mention that I'm like one of the Bravest Soul around. Haha cos I've watched 'Coming Soon' (horror movie by the way) TWICE in the movies for 2 consecutive days. Hell Yeah I went through the whole covering-of-eyes plus covering-of-ears again after watching it the first time with Xian. Am so proud of myself seriously....
Lovey outing with Af ytd! Though we only met for a couple of hours for dinner that led us on talking about random topics while enjoying each other's company, Let's Do It Again Some Time :>
Alright back to doing my Applications now :( :( This all better lead me to somewhere good!!
Prawn Maggi Noodles + A cup of Ice Cold Schweppes Lemonade + Mint KitKat + Cookies and Cream Tim Tam = A Piquant Dunch/Linner on a Wednesday late afternoon :>
And adding on to the fact that I hear the occasional Thunder Roar might imply a possibilty of a shower to perfect my day at home :> :>
However, the Uni apps is still killing me :( I had to personally go down to NUS (which I wasted 20$ on cab fare) to get the pin code to login to their website to register for my course. Here I am all ready to apply but as a matter of course the lazy me doesn't want to go through the whole long unexciting process of completing it. And I've yet to send in my appeal application to Nyp for Physio which I just realised I have to do it by snail mail. Okay so now I have to apply for Poly first before continuing on my Uni apps. Yay :l
I also have to mention that I'm like one of the Bravest Soul around. Haha cos I've watched 'Coming Soon' (horror movie by the way) TWICE in the movies for 2 consecutive days. Hell Yeah I went through the whole covering-of-eyes plus covering-of-ears again after watching it the first time with Xian. Am so proud of myself seriously....
Lovey outing with Af ytd! Though we only met for a couple of hours for dinner that led us on talking about random topics while enjoying each other's company, Let's Do It Again Some Time :>
Alright back to doing my Applications now :( :( This all better lead me to somewhere good!!
22 March 2009, 10:27 PM
Waiting for nothing.
Why isn't Micheal Jackson coming to Singapore for his concert?! I know to him Singapore is like, insignificant when it comes to attracting crowds and that if I want, I must go to US to see him perform live. However I don't have the moolahs to buy his tickets, much less even buy a plane ticket. What is Coldplay when there isn't the Legendary Pop Singer! Omg this is so depressing :(
Managed to stay home the whole day today. Wanted to do my Uni applications but I didn't do it in the end. I had loads of trouble (still having) finding my cert and cca records! Omg dug through my whole pile of stuff and looked thoroughly but still can't find it :l So I need to find it tmr cos applications are closing. I have to apply to 5 different places and I don't even have a clue on where and how to start.. Shows how independent I am huh.
Today I had so many cravings. Such an unusual symptom of mine. From bread with Philadelphia cheese to Tim Tam (which both did I satisfy) to Macs fries and Mc Flurry which I am still craving for it now.. But its 11:34pm and to work towards my goal (see post below) I shld keep it till next morning. Nah actually to reach my goal I shld not even be consuming it haha. But too bad I shall succumb to my own temptation ^^
Oh and I want to eat Ice Cream Chef too! It's like the same/better version of Cold Rock and of cos, cheaper that is! Haha anyone up for a 13$ Ice Cream Buffet all night? :> :>
K since I'm free tonight I shall continue to update my Melbourne post which I have saved under draft and still on Day One. Haha cos I'm really quite detailed in the post hehehe ^^ ^^
Why isn't Micheal Jackson coming to Singapore for his concert?! I know to him Singapore is like, insignificant when it comes to attracting crowds and that if I want, I must go to US to see him perform live. However I don't have the moolahs to buy his tickets, much less even buy a plane ticket. What is Coldplay when there isn't the Legendary Pop Singer! Omg this is so depressing :(
Managed to stay home the whole day today. Wanted to do my Uni applications but I didn't do it in the end. I had loads of trouble (still having) finding my cert and cca records! Omg dug through my whole pile of stuff and looked thoroughly but still can't find it :l So I need to find it tmr cos applications are closing. I have to apply to 5 different places and I don't even have a clue on where and how to start.. Shows how independent I am huh.
Today I had so many cravings. Such an unusual symptom of mine. From bread with Philadelphia cheese to Tim Tam (which both did I satisfy) to Macs fries and Mc Flurry which I am still craving for it now.. But its 11:34pm and to work towards my goal (see post below) I shld keep it till next morning. Nah actually to reach my goal I shld not even be consuming it haha. But too bad I shall succumb to my own temptation ^^
Oh and I want to eat Ice Cream Chef too! It's like the same/better version of Cold Rock and of cos, cheaper that is! Haha anyone up for a 13$ Ice Cream Buffet all night? :> :>
K since I'm free tonight I shall continue to update my Melbourne post which I have saved under draft and still on Day One. Haha cos I'm really quite detailed in the post hehehe ^^ ^^
, 5:19 PM
I will always want people to tell me...
That I'm too skinny for my own good.
Well, we'll all work towards that goal, shall we?
That I'm too skinny for my own good.
Well, we'll all work towards that goal, shall we?
20 March 2009, 1:17 AM
17 March 2009, 6:05 PM
If it really didn't matter, You wouldn't have spent so much time thinking about it.
Right.
Right.
16 March 2009, 10:35 PM
Brain gamer.
Shit I think I am too selfish sometimes. I do things only to my benefit, I only talk to people whom I like, I don't really care about those who doesn't appeal to me, I always want things to go my way and I do want to be in the most comfortable state most of the time.
BUT that is just sometimes. And of cos I'm not that selfish in many other terms. Like not willing to share my things, not wanting to lend people money, not donating to charities, not treating people to a meal..
So I think I'm selfish on the inside.
The sleepless night made me think about my life and what kind of a person I am. So I deemed myself to be selfish sometimes, and also insecure. I tend to think too much and get myself upset occasionally, and in literal terms when I sleep I need something beside me to hold or hug. I also think I'm a needy person, always angsty but don't show it and also someone who secretly stalks people.
HAHA okay I kid. I DO NOT stalk people. Just trying to bring some love into the post cos I think it's getting a little too solemn and somewhat, depressing.
Haven't been online for some time and I realise how I lost my sense of humour while talking to the retards online. Haha so I will be online for quite sometime now :>
Will blog about my Melbourne Trip in the next post :)
I wished I had the abitlity to read people's minds.
Shit I think I am too selfish sometimes. I do things only to my benefit, I only talk to people whom I like, I don't really care about those who doesn't appeal to me, I always want things to go my way and I do want to be in the most comfortable state most of the time.
BUT that is just sometimes. And of cos I'm not that selfish in many other terms. Like not willing to share my things, not wanting to lend people money, not donating to charities, not treating people to a meal..
So I think I'm selfish on the inside.
The sleepless night made me think about my life and what kind of a person I am. So I deemed myself to be selfish sometimes, and also insecure. I tend to think too much and get myself upset occasionally, and in literal terms when I sleep I need something beside me to hold or hug. I also think I'm a needy person, always angsty but don't show it and also someone who secretly stalks people.
HAHA okay I kid. I DO NOT stalk people. Just trying to bring some love into the post cos I think it's getting a little too solemn and somewhat, depressing.
Haven't been online for some time and I realise how I lost my sense of humour while talking to the retards online. Haha so I will be online for quite sometime now :>
Will blog about my Melbourne Trip in the next post :)
I wished I had the abitlity to read people's minds.
15 March 2009, 6:52 PM
I hate it when I have such a fickle mind!!! >:(
Why why why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
And I wonder who's the Mystery X. Wow.
Anyway back from Melbourne! :> I love it so much will blog about it when I upload my photos and when Kim upload hers too. I will blog in detail cos it was way Awesome although thinking of it right now, I can't really remember what we did on each day. Haha. Nvm I know it'll come to me soon.
Back from Escapade and back to my Reality :(
Why why why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
And I wonder who's the Mystery X. Wow.
Anyway back from Melbourne! :> I love it so much will blog about it when I upload my photos and when Kim upload hers too. I will blog in detail cos it was way Awesome although thinking of it right now, I can't really remember what we did on each day. Haha. Nvm I know it'll come to me soon.
Back from Escapade and back to my Reality :(
07 March 2009, 4:47 PM
Nature's coffee.
Don't really know what to say about my results, not good, yet it isn't as bad as I thought it shld be. But considering the amount of effort I've contributed into this exam I shld be contented I guess. Shocked at Gp and disappointed at M & C. I think the only thing that's making me worried is the fact that I'm not sure of how to continue from here.. Like what to do now? What course to take? Wait. Can I even make it into the Local U in the first place? All these thoughts. Before D -Day I didn't even think that I could make it into the local U so I started planning out my Poly Route (that's how confident I was to not making it for A's) but now I do have more options opened up for me so I. Am. Really. Quite. At. A. Loss. Anyone?
It's like the first time I have to depend on myself to further my Education. Okay I know it sounds retarded but do Hear Me Out. All the way from Kellock to Ij to Ac I had this route planned out for me. All I had to do was to satisfy their Education Criteria (which wasn't very difficult) so all the time I had this shelter built around me. I didn't have to fight with all the other Smarties to get into a good school or college. I had my shelter (Netball I mean) there for me to bring me into good schools without me being too smart (Ha ha?). Although I know they have the discretionary criteria for U too but its a different feeling you know? Like it was a definite Yes last time but now I could have a No as an answer. So I think the No is making me scared.
I Fear Rejection. But who doesn't? It's only normal.
For once I think I have to sit down and start planning for my future. But so far all my choices have no future except one.. Which is the one I chose for my Poly Route. Hah but I have to be more open minded and at least pick a few U courses so I won't limit my choices. At this point of time which local U doesn't matter (duh) but really, Ntu is starting to freak me out a little with all their suicide cases (some student just hanged him/herself). What if I get infuenced and Kill Myself too. I is very sudical one okay. Hahaha.
Okay putting the serious note aside and here comes the more light -hearted note, I'll be heading to Melbourne on Sunday! :> Which by the way I've yet to pack my luggage and buy the little what nots. Kind of elated and excited with all the hopes of not bringing my austere and despondent feelings there to spoil my Holiday mood. Better start packing soon before I head out tonight to club/ buy stuff/ birthday lunch tmr/ possible short meetup after lunch - Which means I don't have time to pack at all!! :O
Yes I will start to pack soon. After this. After listening to Lady Gaga. Hehe :>
Oh yes and I was quite surprised at my Dad last night. He actually paid for my air ticket. Yes, from unsupportive to not-so-supportive to paying my air ticket for me! :> Yay although he said this will be the only time that he will allow me to do such a thing but I'm still quite surprised. Cos I was still figuring a way out to pay Shawn back the air ticket money. Haha yay so a small load off my chest.. Thanks to my Dad!
And also, Congratzzzzzz to the Crooked Teeth Girl to the Ugly Braces Girl to the going to be Brace -less (don't care if there's suh a word) Girl which is Me!! :> Haha yes I'll be officially taking out my braces on April's fool but I gotta wear permanent retainers for the top half. Quite excited cos I've been wanting to remove my braces cos well, I look fugly in it so Yay! Another thing to look forward to.
What a wordy post. And currently I have 17 unread texts. Bet it's to do with results/ tonight/ training. But the weather's making me so Nua. So Nua I don't really feel like moving my hands as I type. And of cos, too Nua to even fill my stomach.
Ookay, Gastric time :(
If we fall, we don't need self-recrimination or blame or anger - we need a reawakening of our intention and a willingness to recommit, to be whole-hearted once again.
-Sharon Salzberg
Don't really know what to say about my results, not good, yet it isn't as bad as I thought it shld be. But considering the amount of effort I've contributed into this exam I shld be contented I guess. Shocked at Gp and disappointed at M & C. I think the only thing that's making me worried is the fact that I'm not sure of how to continue from here.. Like what to do now? What course to take? Wait. Can I even make it into the Local U in the first place? All these thoughts. Before D -Day I didn't even think that I could make it into the local U so I started planning out my Poly Route (that's how confident I was to not making it for A's) but now I do have more options opened up for me so I. Am. Really. Quite. At. A. Loss. Anyone?
It's like the first time I have to depend on myself to further my Education. Okay I know it sounds retarded but do Hear Me Out. All the way from Kellock to Ij to Ac I had this route planned out for me. All I had to do was to satisfy their Education Criteria (which wasn't very difficult) so all the time I had this shelter built around me. I didn't have to fight with all the other Smarties to get into a good school or college. I had my shelter (Netball I mean) there for me to bring me into good schools without me being too smart (Ha ha?). Although I know they have the discretionary criteria for U too but its a different feeling you know? Like it was a definite Yes last time but now I could have a No as an answer. So I think the No is making me scared.
I Fear Rejection. But who doesn't? It's only normal.
For once I think I have to sit down and start planning for my future. But so far all my choices have no future except one.. Which is the one I chose for my Poly Route. Hah but I have to be more open minded and at least pick a few U courses so I won't limit my choices. At this point of time which local U doesn't matter (duh) but really, Ntu is starting to freak me out a little with all their suicide cases (some student just hanged him/herself). What if I get infuenced and Kill Myself too. I is very sudical one okay. Hahaha.
Okay putting the serious note aside and here comes the more light -hearted note, I'll be heading to Melbourne on Sunday! :> Which by the way I've yet to pack my luggage and buy the little what nots. Kind of elated and excited with all the hopes of not bringing my austere and despondent feelings there to spoil my Holiday mood. Better start packing soon before I head out tonight to club/ buy stuff/ birthday lunch tmr/ possible short meetup after lunch - Which means I don't have time to pack at all!! :O
Yes I will start to pack soon. After this. After listening to Lady Gaga. Hehe :>
Oh yes and I was quite surprised at my Dad last night. He actually paid for my air ticket. Yes, from unsupportive to not-so-supportive to paying my air ticket for me! :> Yay although he said this will be the only time that he will allow me to do such a thing but I'm still quite surprised. Cos I was still figuring a way out to pay Shawn back the air ticket money. Haha yay so a small load off my chest.. Thanks to my Dad!
And also, Congratzzzzzz to the Crooked Teeth Girl to the Ugly Braces Girl to the going to be Brace -less (don't care if there's suh a word) Girl which is Me!! :> Haha yes I'll be officially taking out my braces on April's fool but I gotta wear permanent retainers for the top half. Quite excited cos I've been wanting to remove my braces cos well, I look fugly in it so Yay! Another thing to look forward to.
What a wordy post. And currently I have 17 unread texts. Bet it's to do with results/ tonight/ training. But the weather's making me so Nua. So Nua I don't really feel like moving my hands as I type. And of cos, too Nua to even fill my stomach.
Ookay, Gastric time :(
-Sharon Salzberg
05 March 2009, 3:17 PM
HOW TRUE.......
GREAT.
GREAT.
04 March 2009, 1:46 AM
Yay new blogskin for Bigger pictures :>
It's 2:05am now. Goodnight love!
It's 2:05am now. Goodnight love!
03 March 2009, 5:00 PM
I realise I'm never exactly satisfied with anything. Take for instance the weather. 2 weeks ago I still rmb how I kept complaining about sweating whenever I go out and how bloody hot the sun is. And now, two weeks later, here I am complaining about the stupid rain and how it will make my shoes dirty and my clothes soaked whenever I go out. Haha such a whiner.
And I just did a post for Cel on her blog go see. The picture damn nice hahahaha.
HAPPY 19TH BY THE WAY! :> :>
So it started off when we decided to go surprise Celeste at night. But we had to change plans cos Celeste wanted to meet us for dinner and movie. Haha damn joke. So I was the only one to meet her for dinner while the rest had other things going on. The hardest was when I had to rush her back home without making it obvious. Haha should have seen Cel's face damn funny. The Super Shocked expression was priceless. Plus Nat damn joke also. Looked into Cel's room then when she turned into the brother's room and saw Cel inside her face super priceless also. Hahaha.
And the day before was Ant Chee's birthday :> We told him: 'Our prescence is your present' and he totally didn't get it -_- Haha only soon after he realised. Kim and Nicky's present was the bomb la. Give him Ants. Haha Ant still can say why never catch for him a Queen Ant or a Warrior Ant. Haha. Then we went to Arena, still can't believed I paid 28$ waste my money. And yes Kim you keep touching us can! Omg like non stop. And why you did you say that I had fun huhhh. But it was fun la haha just that the Live Band totally spoiled the music.
On a Heavier note, I think everyone shld know that D -Day is nearing. Well, to celebrate D -Day, I've decided to buy a rope on Thursday since I stay on the second floor. Then on Friday (which is D -Day) Cel can jump from her seventh floor while I can hang myself. HAHA Cel I help you plan already. We confirm own the the latest NTU suicide case I tell you. Hahaha.
Okay I know if anyone had read the previous paragrah the only face I can imagine them to have is the -_________- face (the more you feel the more underscores you will add) OKAY NOT FUNNY.
If I decide to continue blogging, then whatever that appears after this paragrah will be verbal crap so I might as well skip and proclaim my Love for Lady Gaga!!!! :> :> She kind of reminds me of Gwen Stefanie (Idk why), but I think she's Super Hot :)
And I just did a post for Cel on her blog go see. The picture damn nice hahahaha.
HAPPY 19TH BY THE WAY! :> :>
So it started off when we decided to go surprise Celeste at night. But we had to change plans cos Celeste wanted to meet us for dinner and movie. Haha damn joke. So I was the only one to meet her for dinner while the rest had other things going on. The hardest was when I had to rush her back home without making it obvious. Haha should have seen Cel's face damn funny. The Super Shocked expression was priceless. Plus Nat damn joke also. Looked into Cel's room then when she turned into the brother's room and saw Cel inside her face super priceless also. Hahaha.
And the day before was Ant Chee's birthday :> We told him: 'Our prescence is your present' and he totally didn't get it -_- Haha only soon after he realised. Kim and Nicky's present was the bomb la. Give him Ants. Haha Ant still can say why never catch for him a Queen Ant or a Warrior Ant. Haha. Then we went to Arena, still can't believed I paid 28$ waste my money. And yes Kim you keep touching us can! Omg like non stop. And why you did you say that I had fun huhhh. But it was fun la haha just that the Live Band totally spoiled the music.
On a Heavier note, I think everyone shld know that D -Day is nearing. Well, to celebrate D -Day, I've decided to buy a rope on Thursday since I stay on the second floor. Then on Friday (which is D -Day) Cel can jump from her seventh floor while I can hang myself. HAHA Cel I help you plan already. We confirm own the the latest NTU suicide case I tell you. Hahaha.
Okay I know if anyone had read the previous paragrah the only face I can imagine them to have is the -_________- face (the more you feel the more underscores you will add) OKAY NOT FUNNY.
If I decide to continue blogging, then whatever that appears after this paragrah will be verbal crap so I might as well skip and proclaim my Love for Lady Gaga!!!! :> :> She kind of reminds me of Gwen Stefanie (Idk why), but I think she's Super Hot :)
01 March 2009, 3:40 PM
Woo I passed my Btt! :> The night before I was still panicking cos after the club meeting I came home at midnight thinking, where the Hell is my book?! The 2 hours spent reading the book didnt come to waste in the end.
Okokokok no more time to do a more lengthy post. All in all just wna say that Last night at Arena was good but there were like one million people haha and Melbourne next week!!!!!!!!! :>
Okokokok no more time to do a more lengthy post. All in all just wna say that Last night at Arena was good but there were like one million people haha and Melbourne next week!!!!!!!!! :>
